I have been pretty busy yes...
Umm the thing is that i know you enjoy and like write erotica but... you want and expect having a higher impact too.
I just say you are able to write several kind of stories about several diferent topics.
Of course you can continue writing erotica but...in order to fill that part you feel more empty about the impact... i guess you could write about another topic diferent than erotica.
As example when you go to a book shop, a good reader always seek for a good story, sometimes is a thriller, sometimes have a historic background, action, etc... i think just a 0,15% seek erotica so... althought you'd be the best at it... not high impact, right?
I know i'm stubborn but you too :-) , so... again why do you not try with another kind of topic & story?