My Life - writing

A story about my life
Which I can not accept
This is a painful story
I have never thought before
Will I be able to live this life

Oh, God
help me
Do not let me suffer
More than this
Because if it happened
Then I will not be able to live this life anymore

Oh, God
It's enough until here is my suffering
I can not afford to go through this myself
Without a lover
Without anyone to accompany
When I'm vulnerable or when I fall

Oh, God
Why this must all happen to me
As if it stopped
This suffering must end

Until the time limit later
This suffering will end
Until I understand the purpose of my life