Hey there,
First of all, my condolences for the passing of your father. While you have learnt how to "cope with death", I hope you know that you don't have to be strong all the time and that there's someone to pat your shoulder and cheer you up at times.

I've been inactive on Steemit (and internet altogether) myself for the past few months and I think I might be unable to stay online again soon. But while I can still be here, I hope I can encourage you to keep writing here somehow, if you want to keep writing of course.