(Ex's) the untold story

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I love Chi so much and my best friend Fred, I could do anything for. Chi is an amazing personality, beautiful and intelligent, a synonym of her is Fred smart with a unique voice. With these two I felt so safe.
Soon, nothing was the same. A lot began happening and I spoke to my Chi about the changes am noticing, about how we talk less and fight more and how I don't like Fred to always be the one to intervene, how I wanted us to trace our steps back and be better than we were, we both arrived at a compromise and apologized to each other.

Weeks later things went from good to bad and I was left wondering cos with Chi I always had my A mood on I don't joke with her feelings as much as possible I tried at all times to give my best and it was becoming too obvious that our friends began noticing. I swallowed my pride and spoke with Fred about it and he advised me on how to go about it. He told me to loosen up a little that I show her too much attention so her thoughts are over crowded with the idea that I can't live without her. I trusted Fred, he had more experience and way older than I am. It's was game on. I stopped calling all the time reduced the chatting and connection and it seem it was working and I was really happy finally she's realizing her mistakes and making mends.
I allowed the whole show get into my head and I began acting up deliberately missing her calls, late message replies and I will be online. So Fred went over my head to tell Chi that am no longer interested in her and other crap that was when the shit got real.
As if I new I went to my Chi and apologized for my attitude but I noticed she wasn't feeling it.
I should have pressed on to know what's up but I felt it was one of those girly moves to make me beg her more which I could have done on a normal day, bet that day wasn't just normal.
I went to see my Chi and found My best friend there knowing fully well this is Fred so there was nothing to really worry about after all he knows all my secret and this not the first time of him being alone with my girlfriend plus we are more than brothers. We played and talked but something wasn't just connecting Chi was supposed to be mad at me that was why I went to see her to apologize so why on Earth are we automatically in a good place? Ok I said to myself since we are good everyone is happy there was no point ruining the moment. After much I left and headed back to school leaving my best friend and my girlfriend.
Not long after our final year second semester exam My Chi became sick, Fred and I took her to a hospital after much check ups and all the nurse told her she was pregnant, I over heard her arguing with the nurse to run the test again so I went in to know what the issue was and the nurse asked me out. I went out. Moments later she came out and we boarded a cab and went home. On getting home she asked me to tell Fred to excuse us, now I was becoming really tensed and I obliged, so now to the point what's up and she told me she was pregnant, that's not possible I responded we ran series of pregnancy tests before going to the hospital and it all came out negative so how come. I became confused cos this like the first time in three years of dating my Chi that such is coming up, am always very careful with her I knew and understood her menstrual cycle like it was A-Z so how come. Because of the trust I had for her I wasn't even thinking of anyone else but me as the one responsible. I asked her what she wanted she said she doesn't know I became more confused she cried all through the night I was blaming myself, getting mad at myself we couldn't sleep. The next day she went to see the nurse and came back with the idea of an abortion immediately I jumped at the chance and we began planning and getting ready but I was broke I had to call home and I lied that I needed some money for my project completion so I was sent the money. On our way to the hospital I began to feel indifferent about the whole idea and I told her am not going to let her abort the baby we argued and argued till she broke down into tears and like hell I hate to see my Chi cry. She told me it wasn't any easy for her, she's so scared right now. I felt all the more horrible, I got her pregnant now am hurting her. We went and the abortion was successful. Days later Fred's phone became faulty and so we took it for repair after much waiting the phone engineer told us to come the following day so we left on our way home we had an accident and Fred was injured but I came out unscratched the driver took him to the hospital and he was admitted. At this point I was playing nanny to both my girlfriend and my best friend who are both recovering from their fair share of karma. Later on I went to pick Fred's phone from the plaza and switched it on to ascertain if the phone was working and messages began flying in and I saw more than four from messages my girlfriend's number so that caught my attention I sat down and began reading the story of my life. My best friend was responsible for my girlfriend's pregnancy and the have been having sex behind my back. I gave the engineer back the phone and pleaded with him not to mention my coming around. I left and became sick immediately, really sick that I had to go to my aunt's place cos I just didn't want to see anybody I didn't want to do anything stupid. Days later I went back to school and everyone was fine. I broke up with my girlfriend and told her I knew everything that happened so she shouldn't make a big deal out of it am happy she's fine we are all good that I will forgive them but not not in this life.