I would like to share a video, sensed with an open mind, that may help you know yourself better Ema.

(To be read afterwards):
Despite if what said was true/not, grains of truth, to me, appeared evident. (esp spirituality)
Characterize myself as a 4/5, maybe you a 6?
Felt some ambivalent on parts of the conclusion - indifference, my guilt at immorality)

Question if what you have described before is the influence of the voices present at your birth, when living the experience of death?
Sending ❤