Dead Anorexia

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You look in the mirror. you wear nothing to get a good look at your horrendous body. you begin to tug and pull at the excess fat of your body just want to cut it all off. you start scrolling through your phone looking at thinspos wishing you could as skinny as any of these girls. Time passes by and you begin to start eating less and less and begin to work out more and more. the pounds start pouring off and you begin to like what you see. those school girls that bully you for being the fat girl no longer do. as you continue to starve yourself you realize more things are changing other then your waist, your attitude! you go throughout the day feeling hangry, getting mad at your friends for no other particular reason except for that pain in your stomach. you brag about how much weight you lost feeling proud of yourself, your friends catch on that you haven't been eating and start worrying that you will damage your body. now instead of going home and getting 1 to 2 texts a day you go home to get 10 to 15 all about your eating habits. you lie to your friends saying that you ate today just for them to stop worrying about you.

Summer comes and instead of hanging out with the groups of friends from the school year you begin to hang out with new people who taught you how to love yourself and thanks to them you become your old healthy self.

IF YOU ARE STARVING YOURSELF PLEASE GET HELP AND DO NOT WAIT UNTIL THINGS GET REALLY BAD, YOU ARE BEAUITFUL NO MATTER WHAT AND EVEN MORE BEAUTIFUL WHEN YOU EAT.