Oh little sister Ashley, God has blessed Rick and I more than you can possibly imagine in your wildest dreams. More than we deserve. My relationship with God is “ROCK SOLID” sis, I CAN SAY THAT WITH UTTER CONFIDENCE, BECAUSE GOD HAS PUT ME THROUGH THE TEST, AND IT HAS’NT ALWAYS BEEN EASY! I have become a brand new creation , I am regenerated into a being that believes in the miracles of our beloved father. I have had much pain in the whole process of knowing God , and praying to be more like Jesus everyday. There’s always room for improvement, I know I’ll never be perfect her on earth like Jesus, but I can certainly become a better loving person! I can repent for my unholy thoughts when they arise, like when someone ticks me off, and it’s hard to get passed it, I ask God to forgive me, and I pray for the person Who made me mad, I pray that they may be saved through Jesus. I know that I am forgiven, it is done, and I can move on then, and if He can forgive me, I can forgive myself, because it’s right says the Lorrd❣️I now work with Him as one, every second of my day, and think about Him and His needs constantly. He moves me, if He needs to work through me, I’ve learned to be patient with that. I’ve learned to not push what I want to do, I allow Him to be in charge and posses me. He has shown me, it is Him, not the devil. He has shown me miracles only God would only be able to know how to do. I’ve witnessed His voice speaking to others through me many many times. I’m a doorway for Him to bless others. I have lovely friends that He has blessed also that he works through in the same way. You can not fear that He may take you into situations that may be at first, uncomfortable for you. Because if you give Him a chance to work through you, He can save, and heal. It does take a little courage to step out of your comfort zone, but it gets easier and easier to do as time passes, then after the fear is gone, wow it’s a blast, and Father is so happy 😃. And that’s the most important thing in my life is to make my Daddy happy. You start building an incredible relationship with God, and you will find you will have know fears at all. And most of all, you won’t fear what others think about you, because you only care about what God thinks about you. Worries will turn to dust, and you will rejoice in everyday, waking up every morning feeling good because you know your fathers with you, and you rejoice and praise the Lord. And you know what, they’re will be a mighty change in you, and people will want to know why are you filled with such joy each and every day, what is your secret, and you can tell them, I am blessed by my Savior Jesus Christ because.............. fill in the blanks. It’s awsome, just think no more tears of pain friend, only tears of joy! I pray for you and all others, that you will have this incredible gift like I’ve been blessed to receive like God has given me. Put down your net, and follow Him, continue to seek Him through the word, and never stop giving yourself to Him, you are his bride ! Pray to God for the Devil to be cast away from your mind, because the devil may tempt you to be evil to others, and if you do it he wins. Pray for the armor of God to protect you and evil spirits will flee. Stand strong in the faith soldier of love Remember God is with you always ❣️Bye😍😘😇✌🏿