Hello there @fiel04
Seems like you are in a tough situation for a young person like you.
Para sakin kasi, once ang gulong NG buhay ay umikot na, at ikaw na ngayon ang nasa itaas, cherish and linger those moments and let them feel what you have felt before. But in the end, still be a good and loving person, learn how to forgive and still open your door for a great opportunity where you will be very happy loving someone. Upvoted this post and followed you.