Containing

How weird isn't it? When you wake up one morning and you have the feeling that something is missing, that even if you want to do something about it you have no chance, everything escapes from your hands, there is only the possibility of assimilating it to see reality and there are times where you may It prepares you psychologically and you think that the time has come will not hurt you because you already accepted the fact of his departure, but they are nothing more than deceptions, lies that you tell yourself to be well.

Before arriving at the moment of your departure you are just throwing questions on the air Why is this happening? Why did it have to happen like this? You cannot contain yourself, you want to feel strong before everyone but the truth is that you are very weak in the situation, your feelings overflow but you do not want to be seen, you want them to think that the situation you have controlled, and at the time of your departure no matter how much you want to contain You can't stand and cry all your feelings. It's weird as after having spent all that experience little by little the wound heals you will leave everything in the past as if nothing had happened, but after 1 year from your departure, you will begin to relive all the feelings and memories lived and again You cannot contain yourself.

This is a small writing inspired by my feelings on how I lived the strongest game I had in my short time, my father's. I hope you liked it and transmitted my feelings to you. I am only looking for you to indicate them.