World of crime

Dear steemit friends
And eventually you will come to a way that recognizes the fact that no matter how you try to change you will fail again and again until you have to accept your surroundings and swallow your scream inside and prevent yourself from complaining not because you gave up, but to be affected by this less miserable than before and less impact on your psyche No matter how much you tried to deceive yourself on the contrary ... Sometimes the container that pours your impulses and optimism and your efforts will feed you only humiliation and despair and a lot of reality !! In the end, you will believe in opportunities and swallow the opportunity to slow down until this world disappears before you ... Luck may never catch you and remember yourself a few years ago when you talk to her and say, "After years I will be in a better place." But you're still here in the same place !! And imagine yourself after years and then afraid to be afraid to walk this age and still in the same black spot that this fear alone that makes you try and continue to try to change everything around you !! I'm not sure ...

Maybe the problem was that I and I have a calm at home and that the world is the world and it has noise outside and that we - the world and I - do not fit in properly and we need to understand some things !! Oh God, O God, how merciful this world .. I want to flee .. To go away from this filth .. I do not know where to !!