@surpassingoogle I hope things are getting better for you my friend. Thats why you need your friends, to pick you up when life kicks you down. I am starting a series of positive daily meditations, I have yesturday and Today. Do you think you could have a look and see if if would help others within the community. It will be daily and adifferent life topic. Please feel better, and lean on us( your community) :)