Very sad to hear that. There is a lot that I could say, but the only thing, that I will say is THANK YOU A LOT for your steady support in the past. Without you a lot of projects would not exist (even my own project @steembay got the biggest support from you, and possibly wouldn't exist without your regular vote).
I will be at steem.camp , perhaps we can share a beer and one or two thoughts there.
Best of luck on your future ways (Seen your VAN, there will be many of them available)