Well, I admire your spine. That's probably been obvious since we met =p

As to 'begging', I don't reckon the folks that setup the Discord, delegate their SP, and devote their time to combating Nazi flaggots would consider it other than an opportunity to fulfill their purpose.

When you need water, do you considering it begging to call a plumber? If you're financing a house, is it begging to go to a bank seeking a loan (ok, I'll grant that last one resembles begging =p)?

These folks are agin' censorship, which is what has happened to you. It happened because @sneak has more money than you, not because he was right, and they want to make sure you have the opportunity to speak, which was suppressed.

I reckon they'd be offended that you considered allowing them the opportunity to fulfill their purpose as begging for help. You'd really be helping them, my friend!

There are a lot of folks, and some organically forming communities, on Steemit, and some of them are less than admirable, IMHO. There's a heap of flaggots here.

But there's good folks too.

Have you found #MSP yet? PAL, the Peace, Abundance, and Liberty network seems like a place you'd be happy to have found. @aggroed started it some many months ago, and there's a discord for it too. Also, #steemgigs might be a place you'd find some useful work, too.

I just was alerted to a mention on a post by @surpassinggoogle, who runs #steemgigs, for a library I built on commission through #steemgigs a while back.

Good work is a good thing. I bet @lovenfreedom, and maybe even your kids, could have a look, and find something worthwhile there. I laughed out loud at some of the innovative offers of service on @surpassinggoogle's latest post.

I bet you would too.