Hi there again! I totally understand! sadly many digital programs take a lot of time and serious discipline to even learn the basics..I feel that it really has to do with the amount of passion and drive we have for certain things. I been traditional painter all my life and its been over a decade I started in digital because I really wanted to explore the opportunities and Im really grateful for doing so because not only it opened business paths previously not accesible, but really elevated my work to a new different level. However, I do feel you about that need to be spontaneous and then trying make sense of it. I also love doing that in personal stuff (because it would be almost impossible to apply that on client work hehe) I checked the profile of your friend Peter but Im not sure I was able to locate his personal work, mostly saw resteemed posts so Im sure I missed something! thank you for the feedback!