There's always time to change. I'd never suggest to anyone to go into the military, but find something you are passionate about and go for it. Parents sometimes push us to do things they want, rather than what we want. My parents did that somewhat. I swore I wouldn't do that with my own kids, and I haven't. I've let them choose their path, and I've let them fail. They get back up, and they learn, and they move on. They always know I'm here, and i love them, and i have their back. Your parents want what's best for you, but you have to make your own choices now. Be strong. Be brave.