Video Vulnerable

in #videos7 years ago (edited)

I’m going to attempt to write an account of my journey into becoming ‘comfortable’ with videoing myself and sharing publicly, eventually creating ‘live’ events!

This level of vulnerability scares the bejesus out of me. I feel so awkward, uncomfortable and clunky on camera. Not sure why, but as an Arts Therapist, I’m sure to get to the route of it. I’ll be remembering to us a phenomenalogical method of observing myself in the process without getting caught up in a story of the negatives, excuses and blame. This will be all about me baby! Authentic, honest and from the heart. Deep diving into some murky waters to see what I find down there...

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So, with a little push I made a short video of myself this morning (less than 2 mins!). Watched it back, cringed a little but ultimately observed. I’m letting that one go now and will see what tomorrow brings. Already learned some basics;

-Set up a background that’s not distracting
-look into the little camera ‘hole’
-Create a simple aesthetic appearance for myself that won’t distract my train of thought to “I need a haircut” or “my neck looks funny”.

Always learning!!

So this is my first Steemit post and a little intro to what I’ll be chatting about. I’ll share more of my Video Vulnerabilities as they flow through me. Hopefully it’ll be of interest to some of you.

Happy Steeming everyone!

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