UNSURE

Unsure and uncertain was the love I had for you
I didn't know why my emotions lingered in a complicated circle.
I made it seem not serious
But sometimes I want to pinch myself to reality that we are friends.
But friends that act as lovers
When did we get here.
I'm happy and I'm scared at the same time
I don't want to cling unto u
And later watch this fire burn slow
Sometimes I just want to be alone
But my head calls you
I've been there before
I have seen it
I have tasted a love that was unrequited
I have loved so hard before only to be left standing at the edge.
I don't want our love story to be that way again
I want to let go
But that's my fear
I don't want to regret again
That's why my love is uncertain.
I don't love you.
I never loved you!
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