Stay strong. I do not have an idea how much that feels but I know fellow patients who are on dialysis for awhile now tell me the same things, it's sad that we can't do about it. Sometimes, even the strongest of pain relievers does not work on them anymore. I guess that is really expected in the life of a kidney failure, I fear the day that I will have that. I can't even stand a toothache, how much more chronic body pains that won't let you sleep. I hope you feel better with the meds. Keep praying for God's miracle. Laban lang.