This is so touching. No one deserves to cry or get hurt, but sometimes nature allows pains in other to make us stronger for ourselves and our world.

I pray your mum finds happiness in God's bosom because it is well deserved.

I want you to be grateful to God no matter what. He does not throw big fights to little soldiers. You are experiencing all these majorly because you have being shielded with an armor big enough to fight through. Keep the hustle alive bro and make sure you are there someday, strong enough for your children and all who needs you around.

Condolences!