Ulog002: finding myself again

Took a pad and pen,
But finally i got my pride,
I got that precious respect
And it didnt just appear
I had to pay the price.
They put the pressure on,
Stuck a pin in my pain,
Walked over my believe
And man, still i prayed.
How spiritual can u be
When pals gived know protection,
When persons you trust,
Pierce your back when they posed to protect it.
So i faced it to the wall;
It's me against the world.
Then i took pleasure in their hate..
So they beat me down¿
Pulled myself up again-
In a world of pain,
Yet i never dropped a tear.
Planning every second as i go through the rain.
Vengeance was the plan,
I went after it with aggression.
Now i'm on a different plane,
Planet of apes..
I'm rampaging through the streets,
You can call me GEORGE.
there was no love lost,
Just some lost earnings
Now i'm standing tall in my field,
Like am scarecrow,
Un-abashed, un-bowed
Now do you say how¿
Grow enough greens,
You know it's not peas,
Make enough foes,
Maybe get some more clothes
And never slow my flow
So i go the long road
& here i come
To get my own flows