fuck man, this post is so filled with honesty it sparked so much understanding within me.

From man to man. I can relate to so many things you talked about. I admire you for having the courage to face it, to express it, to write about it and to freakin SHARE IT...

You're a warrior, and with this post and you're vulnerability, I feel to have permission to get honest with myself.

It's so powerful to face the "darkness". Even if it hurts, I believe, this awareness is such a powerful catalist of growth.

All the best for your new future!
Sam