Ulog Entry # 15 - Past, Present, and Future
PAST-Lately, I have been seeing photos from the past and this one caught my attention. I remember taking this photo inside the school campus on my way to the dorm room. Looking back, I never thought my life would be so different. I would spend most of my time after class watching my favorite series inside the dorm room.
Back then, my favorite character was Annalise Keating because I admire her strength and her wit. Often, I would catch up and talk with my roommates. Sometimes, I would sleep, or write or study. During class breaks, with my closest friend, Lois, and I would talk about things or spend our time eating or in the library watching series or hang out in my room. Life was so simple back then, my only thoughts were passing my subjects and everything will be fine.
PRESENT-I am in the point in my life where I need to accomplish things to find greater opportunities at work. I am studying for a very important exam in my life but I also write when I have time because it is the only way I can get my emotions out of me and express them into words. I feel frustrated, pressured and I often find myself having difficulty sleeping because of the countless thoughts running inside my head.
Also, I find it hard adjusting with one truth about life: friends come and go. When I was in college, I am far away from my family and close friends and roommates became my family. So I find it hard that in the present, we struggle to see each other often. I also have issues with separation ever since I was a child maybe because of my family history. I don’t have many friends and if I find people who get me, I treasure them so much and when they go, I feel really down. It was really difficult for me losing friends. But I understand that they also have their own lives and I know I also need to focus on my goals, grow and become a better person and stand in my own feet.
FUTURE-I am not proud of it, but I shall admit I am afraid of the future. I find it scary not to know what’s coming but I know I need to face it with a brave heart. I always like to think that there are greater things ahead because our mind is so strong so we need to be positive always in our thoughts. I hope I can achieve the things I desire and reach my dreams even if it is difficult because one thing’s for sure, my father raised no quitter!
How about you? What are your thoughts about the past, present and future? Share your thoughts below and I would be very glad to read them! Until next time!
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About @reewritesthings:
Ree is a twenty-two-year-old Cebuana who lives in the Pearl of the Orient Seas. She spends most of her free time having her head buried in a book, watching movies, learning modern calligraphy and writing poems. Also, a lover of science and engineering.
I think we have different views BIG in terms of Future. As what I always believe - "everything comes from the mind and the soul". Always look on the brighter side of everything.
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