Well, I too do not have the answers. I can say I feel we all stand in the same puddle of water, we sip from it, we drown in it. Let's just say, few walls are in place and I will very seldomly lift them off and circumstances are simple because I had the high (wile growing up), hit rock bottom as a young adult... I know how easy circumstances can change... and they can, stay positive, take care of yourself.