your love is a source of tears | you deceived me

your love is a source of tear drop, one per day.

if this is what you call love, i won't stay,

if this is what you call love, i can't cope.

you give me nothing but teardrops.

you only call or text me when you need some help, Okay "you like to change your wardrobe this time".

you snob and ignore me in the presence of my friends, you ignore my calls and texts messages every time i want to talk to you.

you are scared to show me to your family and friends

you give me silly excuses when i ask you to come to my place

is it a crime to love a woman with just one heart?, i never double-dated just to make sure i don't hurt your feelings, i respected you and treated you with sincere love and care,

what else do you want from a gentleman?

why do you abuse my sincere commitment?

why can't we be happy together?

i wonder if i ever forced you to say "yes i'll do", i never did that

when i met you, i loved you sincerely and truly, i really thought you were the best woman for my soul, i told my friends about you and they told me to go ahead and show it to you if i really wanted you, i came to you and told you how I felt, you treated me with politeness and tolld me to give you some more time to think about it, this alone made me want more of you, later you said to me "i decide to Love you" , i was so happy and we fixed a date, i have never forced you from the beginning, what has changed?

now we lived so close but we are actually so faraway in the mind, heard and soul, Doesn't the action speak louder than the Voice? you have changed, dont your think your action speaks louder than the voice? yes i understood you through your actions,

you are always moody and have no time for me when i want to talk or meet you, what kind of love do you actually wanted then? why haven't you told me it's just the one with benefits and nothing more?, you have deceived me, you lied to me, i trusted and relied on you,

your words says " I LOvE YOU"

but your actions disagree with your words ,,,your actions says "you dont ever want to be with me, or you hate me, or you got someone else, or you are just a user.

i won't stay Anymore, i am out of this whole bullshit.