Boyfriend

Having a boyfriend who loves and cherish her is every girls dream but then
Having a boyfriend who wouldn't know how you survive, cares only when he's in the mood to, apart from that you are more on like your own, calls when they feel like won't never send you a dime, but then we have boys obviously will literally beg you to come and stay in their life, they love you so much that you wonder if they're real always wanting to know how you are if they can help this are guys who have accepted responsibility for all though but they can be mesmerized by love for them, girlfriends to them it's more than sex not braille that must be felt it's more than just her coming it's passion, they want to be there through it all, want to cry with her, smile, be there through it all, even if it wasn't marriage but they played a part That Won't fade easily,
while to some others they want a girlfriend so when they say lift your hand if you have a girlfriend they can lift theirs, dying or surviving they don't care or care just in their heads they would never ask what's wrong because to then we are equal,so atleast we know we have something.
To some others for every dime spent they want sex more like I give and I take, like the devil giving you egg and taking chicken,
Then we have the ones who categorically want a fuckmate it's crazy but life ain't fair, good girls get the bad and uncaring guys and the bad girls get the good ones.
Every girls wish is getting the good ones but then it's a decision you need more than the physical.
Wish just atleast have a blissful one instead of holding inage source google

on to moments as long as they last and walk away when it's all over broken hearted to heal up all over again .