@tyrnannoght .. w.i.p. wailing souls and Charon in the mist hmzzz ...

Four weeks ago i felt like i was getting on top of it again, focus for 50 minutes or more while sitting down on the same chair

then suddenly overnight i lost all mental progress

i still dont know how or why but suddenly it was

GONE ... i havent done much since, and now i look at it, i got about only 500 times the code EOS had before their first billion and i already dont know what goes where anymore, and THIS IS SUPPOSED TO BECOME A LIVING WORLD, right

i HAVE to ward off #fuckflanders 10mile radius , does anyone have a spare spell-scroll i can borrow ? i pay it back when i sell my first hot air

which i wont cos i'm not marketing or mister handshake day

the calendar is supposed to go with real days but not in a 12 month augustus system, but it should be a first framework to hang events on ...

as for the rest, its pretty hard to do stuff when your heads imploding all the time and #fuckflanders breaks your focus at every turn and bend

want dat was niet masjen

en dat was ook niet weer naar school

not happening, i DID ALL THAT

shoulda let me do when i was doing that

i always spin off from the last one, its what i do ... i dont make plans

you wouldnt either after my life

compared to what this needs the morgan CLI is kiddiboo and scratch ... SO

im gonna have to dig in, fortify my diamond walls which used to be ivory

and fuck the world

no its not really dante's frozen waste yet, im actually surprised i got ANYTHING done this week

#fuckflanders

you, them, it

ALL OF IT

way too late to start pushing me, shoulda thought of that 15 years ago

ah, yea, i DO know, precious linux does not have a "if has ticket" - command ... but i think you're just trying to get under the hood by trying that oldskool buttonpushing and callcentermotivation talk on me ...

its more like my way of flowcharting on the fly as i just copy paste a few bits of morgans scripts and rename them, as they use the same structure (and a bit more actually to work together) i just make remarks all over the place

i ... yes i DO know where that syntax error comes from, i put it there myself as syntax is not something i keep stored in close proximity , and as its been almost three weeks i barely know what goes where so thats ALL

lost time ... which amounts to nothing because i'll never cave in to the indoctrination, it would have to destroy me first

which it can very well do, it has all the power it needs for that

but yo

THERES NOTHING WRONG WITH ME

just masjen bij lorraine

en alles opgelost ...

BEM ...

you can have all the makebelieve you want in open source, if you think you can read the constructs i make LOL ,

AFTER

im making enough money, that's the chronological order things go by where i'm from

if that never happens then that never happens

i KNOW i sound like a broken fucking record player with the needle skipping, its driving me crazy on top of crazy being driven driver myself

it feels more like euhm

a p.o.w. fighting conditioning trapped behind enemy lines, it actually has quite the similar behavioural patterns to that

i KNOW all that

i'm aware of it ...i could quote Dali on the matter or so but that would mean to the one who can't even distinguish the queen of hearts from the islamic state that i think i AM ...

yea well ...

as for the masterplan this week ?

i have NO CLUE WHAT THE FUCKING SUGGESTIONS WILL BE IF NOT THE SAME OLD THREATS AGAIN BUT YOU SHOULD KNOW THE ANSWER

its a two-letter word

which part of it do you have trouble understanding ?

El Gato ...

yagh, nowwwww nooooo, you'd think , and i understand why but its not spite or jealousy

the eos thing and all those ICO's ?

its something i havent grasped since they started selling unfinished games at full price and basically putting the paid professional game-testers out of business ... the fact that someone , you know

pays billions for nothing ?

that's somewhere beyond me, that's all

not jealous or anything, that's totally not my lifestyle anyway, mister handshake-day and all that i could never do that