Just watched a movie on tom of finland

I’ve seen these pics since I can remember, on the internet, the gay fetish porn. I have since highschool been producing ever increasing quality and quantity of art at what is becoming a exponential rate, leading to me throwing the breaks. Due to trying to figure out what and who my art should be... and I guess... I want it to be what Tom of Finland’s art was, something that helped me and others like me. Even tho I do have “normal people” art