RE: Is being patient really just being passive?
Oh hey I didn't see this...
Nice....for a job you hate so much, I think you've really tried by being there for two years....I was at a job I didnt like as well, two times, I didnt spend up to six months at either.
If I had been more patient, I'm not sure what the outcome would have been, plus I didnt even have a plan. For you its a bit different, there's an M.Ba in hindsight, after which you can pursue a better endeavour...maybe the job is just a part of your journey, youve survived for so long already....you've been patient, how much more.
For me the jobs I had then were hindering me from being who I wanted or doing what I enjoyed. My patience ran in time.
I do agree that patience is a virtue, but at some point the line has to be drawn between being patience and being passive waiting...
P.s
Breaking your writings into paragraphs helps it to be read better. Take care