Lost in my thoughts

Hello everyone

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I've been thinking this 2 days about some existential questions.
The type of questions that makes you work on yourself, search what you need, what you want to do and what you must do.
And to solve this type of questions you have to talk to yourself a lot, you will discover new things about you, a new thinking maybe a new philosophy from what you learned from your daily life experience with the society.

Generally, after having moments of thinking like this, we feel more peacefull if we find the solution to the problem we had or a plan to follow to make things better.

But what if it is a futur problem, some thing blurring because it depends not only on you but it depends on society,family, ,health or even your contry politics, a problem that will surely happen if you don't move now. and where you can with your decision affect people around you , parents brothers wife... ?

What if you don't feel there's another place in this world you should be.
When you are tired of daily problems, of your routine...

I remember a book that i've read "voyage au bout de la nuit"
Or in english: "journey to the End of the Night " of the famous french author Louis-Ferdinand Céline.
In this book, the main charachter of the novel called Bardamu is a sceptic person that is very frank and can't support to have a routine. For him when you have a monoton life you will surely hate it someday and being a pretty frank person he can't even lie to himself and say evrything is alright.
so,we see Bardamu in this book travelling searching for his hapiness from a country to another and from continent to another and leaving people and friends for others without any remorse.

All this make me ask this all day
Could we say you have courage when you let everything in your country like family friends hous wife ... to travel and search your happiness or is it a cowardly action just to escape to the problems you have ??

In the other hand
Is it courage when you are facing your problems even if you know that you can't do anything about it especially when it not depends on you??
Or it's cowardice to don't try your chance and travel with hoping for a better future because you're scared of don't succeed ??

This post went philosophical, i apologize for that but writing is some of a therapy to find my self in my univers of questions.

NB: i invite you to read " journey to the Edge of the Night " i'm sure you will like how Bardamu see and describe the world, having his own philosophy that maked him live hundreds of interesting adventures.
And don't read it if you're happy because your fellings will play rollercoaster while reading .

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Thanks for reading
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