The cheat

please allow me to vent this on your channel because i don't want any feedback or judgements....all i want is to get it off my chest because no one else knows this...I have 2-4 allow me not to specify the exact number...all of them are outside marriage. I like my husband alot but truth be said, his offsprings are somehow "not bright"...i don't want to use the word dumb...He told me he had three kids with three different women 4 days after our wedding day...I was deeply heartbroken but couldn't call the marriage off, i was not strong enough. we went ahead n decided to settle...i knew what i had got myself into so i had to live with it...we decided for me to get used to the whole situation, he will introduce me to all of them including their babymamas which was fine with me...long story short, a common denominator among all of them is they all come last in classes in their respective schools...I don't mean among the last, i mean the last position....There's something about intelligence that i like so i had to do something about it and i did...my x has fathered all my children...i can't say am proud of it but neither can i say am ashamed of it... I wish i had known this facts before we tied the knot because i would have never pushed through with the marriage....There are times i wish it was an unofficial marriage because i would have left along time ago but what's done is done...all that's left now is to improvise....