#teardrops token, rewarding proof of tears by @surpassinggoogle - The hideous but bold me! sharing my teardrops to #steemians

Allow me to share a little bit of life, on how God had taught me to stood up despite the downfalls.

When I was a young boy, I grew up with a type of family no one would like to be with. My parents often quarrel from time to time, I wasn’t doing well at school and worst of all I get bullied almost everyday with my classmate. That even affected the way I perceive things mentally. In other words I became mentally confused. However, I’m still proud of my family, they just can’t notice it.

But back to the story!!

Seems like life is inevitable and dramatically unpredictable. You can’t control what to happen. During my high school days, there I became one of the most if not stubborn but cruel kid in my classroom. I also bully students and they do the same to me. Clearly I was still in a deep traumatic stage of my lonesome life, it truly affected the way I think. I became so insecure and unsure on what I am capable of and I could achieve. From then on, I started to become lonely, weary. Because of it, I preferred to be a low profile type of individual and anti- social/sophisticatedly incompetent.

WHEN SEEMS LIFE IS GOING THE RIGHT WAY BUT WENT ON THE OPPOSITE

This is me in college uneasy and burndened of all the trials i've gone through.

But not until I reached college, there where I started to boosts my self confidence in which became overly conceited of myself.
A lot of people showed interest in supporting me and my works. However, it was only short lived.
I then again began to encounter adversities I never faced before. Back in 2012, I was accused of something I didn't do. However, I was hit by a stroke of luck and later found out the real perpetrator was. I was partially relieved, but on the other hand I never let my guard down. Knowing that life is extremely inevitable. Uneasy and unsure I was, I knew that there will be something or someone that would try to take advantage of me sooner or later.

** GOOD THINGS COME TO THOSE WHO WAIT**

Me with @vergelricafort back in 2013

Nevertheless, In the summer of 2013, God sent someone to finally changed the way I see things for good, when I finally met someone. Someone who could change the way I think in a wider perspective especially about self confidence, trust and insecurities in which I fail to utilize these past few years.

This is me, attending my first International Church of Christ Conference back in 2013

A person name @vergelricafort came to surfaced. We went on studying the bible,knew God and what he had done for us. Indeed good things come if we'll just wait.

Problems might come and go and so do the opportunities where God will continue to send people that will serve as a way for you towards a better aim. People like @stewart-suarez, @bobiecayao and this man of such great encouragements to us steemians in continuing to pursue our dreams, sir @surpassinggoogle. Sir thank you.

In conclusion, there are many tears in our lives that may come and go. Different tears, different reason why we shed one. It might be out of joy or out of sorrow. But most importantly that we remember, no matter what’s the reason that might be, we must at least try to learn something out of that reason. To God be all the Glory.

A heartfelt Gratitude to these countless individuals and my fellow steemians who have been part of my journey as I explore this fast growing community.

Special credits and thanks to the following:

#steemitdiversify -#steemunity - @steem-as-you-go

@surpassinggoogle
@bobiecayao
@eduard104
@stewart-suarez
@jhunfer888
@zenfernandez
@roxyladugal066
@flowlikewateral
@princeofsmile
@vergericafort