confused feeling

[photo is mine]

i never expected to meet someone like you,
you filled my heart with joy with every little thing you do.
you make me nervous for nothing,
you made me feel that i am your everything.

is this another game?
a game where i always play as a victim?
i had gained so much pain in the past,
and now you came and i think would give me another blast!

wish i could ignore you like you always do,
wish i could easily forget you like i never knew you.
but deep down in my heart i can't really do,
coz i won't even last a day without you.