You deserve better
It's okay to cut off toxic people from your life even if they're your friends. It's okay to say goodbye from people who are important to you but they keep dragging you down. It's okay to remove people from your life when they don't serve you a positive purpose anymore.
I know i have make mistake for you to say a bad things but thats a part of loving you, i know you me,, To me i'm not distracting sorry,perhaps to be friend.