You are so brave to tell your real story to us. I am glad finally you came out of postpartum depression is real and it is not just merely tiredness. I had a little but came out of it by medidating on God's words. If I still in, it would be difficult for me when my 2nd son arrived since he has a condition. Mothers are great. You will be doing great. The past has gone. Now is the new you. ☺ By the way, your children are so perfectly adorable. Keep it up @foxyspirit. None of us mothers are perfect, we can be cranky and have our bout of meltdown too, but you know what, we are the best for our children.