OOOOOOkay @dillonford...In your waking hours you're running from what you need to be...a husband...

This running is merely manifesting itself in your sleeping hours.

One day when you tire of running, I hope your precious fiancee and beautiful baby are still standing there with you in real time.

There are only so many times before the dreams dry up, and you're left to wonder.

I'm doing my best to speak the truth in love...

God has blessed you and your betrothed with a beautiful child. It's time to get things right with Him. Now, if in your arrogance? you choose not to be right...HODL ;+)....

Peace.