My first ride was caught on Camera.

This is the moment I didn't understand my feeling. This is my second day I have attempted to ride on a surfing board and my first ride I ever had. And I can't even believe that it was caught on a camera, this was actually a video, I just captured it on screen.

My friends can't even tell how happy I am during that moment. I shouted like as loud as I can like, I had no idea who I was and what was happening. Well, maybe because I was on a depression in a broke up with my ex. I was emotionally unstable like I "I don't care anymore" in a month and weeks. But this day made me feel alive again and it made me say "omg it's just a girl, why do I revolve my life around this one person when I deserve so much more".

This is the day that i was finally moved on from pain and it made me realize that you don't have to settle for less, when you really deserve so much more in your life. That's why this images is valuable for me. But the point is, "I RIDE", haha.