All sounds advice. I had a childhood friend take him life several years back. It’s an awful experience and I feel terrible that he lives with such pain and sorrow inside. Yet I also understand to a degree. Nobody knows just what it’s like for someone else. We can all imagine and think that we understand but we have no clue what is going on inside someone. Not condoning it at all...just saying a part of me really understands having been in that deep of darkness before.