RE: So, I've Been Thinking About Suicide
Very well written post @amirtheawesome1 !
It's good to put these things up for discussion.. I know how it feels to be very depressed (for several reasons) and I also know how it feels when you want to end your life. When it seems like nothing will get you out of that deep black hole anymore. The last time was only a few years ago when we were victims of organized stalking (aka gangstalking) and they did horrible things to us, while I was pregnant. I had several moments that I thought things would only get worse and either I would take my own life, or they would do it. And then I had this fabulous idea to leave the country and never come back, so we did. And I never regretted that decission, otherwise I would not have been able to take that much longer. They didn't only get me emotionally (by making me live in fear) but also attacked us physically. We weren't safe in our own apartment, not even at night, when we were sleeping.
Thanks Nouk.
Yeah, in our attempt to help those in such suicidal mind set they tend to think we’re doing this without knowing the pain they go through. All the way to few months ago I was in that state of mind and actually written a whole post trying to justify that I’m good at this because I’m feeling this way. This whole thing goes deeper and darker the more you think about it which is why I spent so long making this as I didn’t want to find myself going back in that dark place. Your story is quite inspirational and if I had known it before it would have been featured here.
The darkest moments of our lives can serve as a reason to rise or fall depending on how we treat it. Thanks for sharing your experience and commenting here.