STOP STOP STOP!!! Worrying, worrying is killing you.
STOP KILLING YOUR SELF, EVERYTHING WILL BE MORE EASY WHEN YOU STOP FOR A MOMENT.
For past 10 Years i been working for more then 16 hours a day and then i could not get any sleep at all as i was so stressed all the time, i gained over 60 kg, and i got depressed and my life was like hell, i could never calm down. this year I decided that i will not work more then 8 hours a day, and i had more time to think about an easier way to earn money, so i started to look at the crypto world and i found out that life can be much easier while i earn way more, now i lost my weight and i am a happy man with good health and much better financial condition. I love your post and i will follow you.
In fact the best first thing to do it, give all you worries and pain to GOD and just pray about it:
Wise word.
I am so happy for you to find peace. I plan to do a few posts on worry. It can be so bothersome and life is too short to always work so much. Much success in crypto .. I believe many of us are being blesed with this knowledge.