College days... love in the first sight

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Hello my dear friends....

well since it's my first post... I guess I should write a prologue.

but what is prologue... Is it something more than the writer's apology for what he writes... I guess not.

well , here's my apology:

I write whatever that come to my mind... Most of the time my diaries combined with some fiction.

that was quick...

Now as Joker said in the Dark Knight: HERE...WE...GO...

Leaving "Family" , leaving "Home"  , your "city" , your "life" and everything you used to "love"...

everything you liked , all the things you disliked...

a new chapter of your life starts , a new city , a new life...

new days , new friends , new things... A new adventure begins...

My dear brothers and my lovely sisters...

college is nothing like high school. The first day when I arrived at the dormitory , I wanted to cry my eyes out. I was depressed... meeting new people , making new friends... oh , it was terrifying.

I knew I had to kiss the last eighteen years of my life goodbye. and y'know all the questions in my head and all the negativity and fears. It was killing me.

but everything was about to change for me. I was "growing up".

There was me and seven other boys in a room, the first time I was living on my own , with seven total strangers. I tried not to be so friendly...

said hello and lied on my bed...turned on my laptop and started watching a movie...

it was "Wind River" , I remember that totally.

it was near the end , where Jeremy Renner took the pervert to the top of the mountain and made him confess...

one of my roommates named "Steven" , came and sat beside me... Yes my dear Brothers and lovely Sisters ; I met my best friend...

- what are you watching? "he asked".

- "wind river. " I said.

- I've heard of it. can I watch it with you?

- it's near the end.

- no problem.

we watched and enjoyed... He was a movie lover , just like me.

later that night , The eight of us sat around the hall and talked about ourselves. It was good , they were nice guys.

to the others we were the hateful eight, but to ourselves we were the good friends... There was no hate.

they are my second family. 

I felt relaxed... smiled and I laughed.

The first few weeks passed really well... I met new people... nothing much to say.

until one beautiful, sunny day in college I saw a girl , I hadn't met before.

oh my dear brothers and lovely sisters...

she was so pretty... her black hair... her shining skin and brown eyes. oh my god... a goddess , that's what she was.

I don't know what happened , but the moment I saw her my heart started beating fast, I froze and stared at her.

Steven asked me what's going on... I said " who's that girl?"

 he shrugged " i don't know".

with no control on my legs , I just walked toward her. 

Stood in front of her... wanted to say something but I couldn't talk, couldn't look away and I couldn't walk.

just kept staring at her.

do you want something? "she asked". I didn't say nothing.

after awhile she shook her head and walked away.

I don't know what it was... but I guess that is right... I had fallen in love... it was love... "love in the first sight".

(to be continued...)