RE: The Drugging Of My Youth - A Survival Story
Ehh good you came out the other side flying! I was just writing a post like this the other day, all honesty about the shit I got up to as a teenager and the spiritual awakening that occured from it.
I am still revising and revising it though since uh it includes some prettttyyy touchy subjects. I sorta gotta figure out what I should say and what I shouldnt lol. It takes guts to be so honest. To be fair, I did much worse things then you by choice, whereas you were subjected to it all.
Its TOTALY FUCKED UP to drug children or put them in psych wards when they run away! Like what the fuck??? Our society is literally insane? It reminds me of Dirk Gently lol, there was a scene in there where he got trapped in a psych ward and they just made up disorders to drug people. Its a trap!
I would be revising this forever if I didn't just decide 'fuckit' and post it now. I'd rather not spend any more time dwelling on this portion of my life as it's in the past. It already had me up very late last night putting the pieces together. It does take guts, I was inspired to write this by @wwf and @markwhittam's posts about foster care. I feel it's good to let the truth hit the air and give others the chance to possibly learn from my experiences. Abuse & trauma are some of the saddest things. But I think a person can come back from anything and those make the most epic hero stories.
Yeah the heroes often are pretty traumatized haha. I usually just say fuck it and post stuff too, editing is really boring. I have some sensitive information though lol, I will probably be working on that post for a while. I am inspired by them as well to be tansparent and honest!
I purposely left out the most sensitive part because I had actually forgotten about it for so long until recently and I didn't want to traumatize the reader >.< Also I have not worked up to courage to talk about it either. Kudos to you for writing about sensitive topics <3
ehh some things are good to keep private anyways, its sorta nice having a secret or two haha