REALLY CAN NOT

My room started to feel warm. The sun's light began to dazzle my eyes that had not yet fully opened. I tried to get up from my bed and stagger into the bathroom. Immediately shower, and blah blah blah. The morning routine that every learner does.
"Morning father, mother .." I said when meeting them at the dinner table
"Eat first gih .." pleaded my mother
"No deh bu, the Ega already waiting in front of the house. Here, he's misscalled all the time. "
"Why are not you invited to come in?" Replied his father
"I do not have to. Sometimes, I'm already hurrying. Leave first, Mom. Assalamualaikum. "He said as he kissed his father and mother's hand
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"Come on! It's almost late .. "
"Yes yes, a little patience. It's so cute to be a guy. "I rode up to his motorcycle
Ega is my friend since kindergarten. Our house is close, so every day always goes together. We are very close. Everywhere is always two. Where is he, there is me. Like Galih and Ratna. Many people misunderstand when they see us both, many think we are dating, but belom (Ngarep being a girlfriend).
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"Huft, fortunately belom late. You do, LEMOT .. "while jabbing my forehead
"Argh, sick tau! Bawel basis. Usually you are late I do not protest, it's my turn, diomelin continue. Huh! "
"Heh, your face is not suitable for anger. Do not look cute! "Ega tease
"Whatever you said. I dont care. "I rushed into the class, followed by Ega
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I sit on my bench. Then Ega suddenly appeared next to me, whereas the class is 2 classes away from my class. Belom had time I asked, he was chattering first.
"Uh, Ra, so want to find my girlfriend. Grade 1 cute boy? "
I gasped. Frankly, I feel jealous. Unconsciously, feelings of love have existed and developed in my heart. Out of nowhere and since when love came, but clearly, our togetherness has grown the seeds of love. But I do not dare say it. I'm afraid it will break our friendship.
"Yes it's up to you. Kan lo yangjgejalanin, anyways also often so just the same girl other. And again, many first-class girls are sassy right? Lo like it right? "I replied in a sarcastic tone

Jealous huh? I do not like same cute girl, which is important good, beautiful, cute and plus other plus. Haha "he laughs to himself, but I do not think there's anything funny about. Kubalas just with a smile not sincere. But I'm relieved to hear it. Thank goodness he has a high taste. Although he repeatedly talked about wanting to find a boyfriend, but nobody ever got dihatinya. "Alhamdulillah." I thought
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After school, we always rush home. And as usual, I wait for Ega to wind her motorcycle in front of the school gate. Not in front of the school gates anyway, actually already far from the gate. About 15 meters. I purposely saw a sweet girl who looked frightened by being seduced by some unclear brandings. Without thinking, I went to him.
"Deck, sorry yes wait a long time. Let's go home. "I pretended-the guys were acquainted to save him. Although he looked a little confused, but he agreed just my offer.
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Once away from the henchman,
"Thank you kak. I do not know, if there's no brother. I'm Tita, grade 1-B. "She threw a sweet smile at me
"Yeah deck, all the same. I'm Fara, 2-A4. Next time, just wait in front of the gate, or here. Indeed there are many people are not clear. First off the deck. "
"Yes, kak, be careful."
I rushed to Ega because he had been honking his horn ever since.
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A few days later, I met Tita again. We exchanged HP numbers, and even Tita bought me a dinner in the cafeteria. We are getting closer. Ega also know it.
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This morning, Ega looks very happy. Though he was always excited about everything, he was more excited today.
"The girl you first helped her name was Tita?"
"Hemb." I replied briefly. Now I know what the reason he really sumringah today. "No wonder, yesterday he bombarded me with questions about him (Tita)." I thought
"She's cute, is not she?"
I just nodded
"You have her mobile number right? Can you ask? "She pleaded with a pitiful face
"Here!" I handed her my phone to her. I was not worried, because he often ask for another HP phone number, but in the end not suitable.
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Ega lately is very busy. Rarely go together, seldom sticking out suddenly, my SMS is not replied, my phone was not lifted. "Where is he going? Why not just disappear? What do you want ?! "I yelled in my heart
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