By the way, reading your title I just wanted to put a small and without any emphatic input. Something like "you know you can't even nnow yourself during your entire life. We are complicated beeings. Based on a lot of contradictory feelings, desires, thoughts, etc. Therefore it's Imposible to really understand everything about a person. Nobody knows."

But I read your story. I'm embarrassed by my rational thoughts. There is no need to be a prick here. I can be somewhere else.