Things Ive went through growing up (Disappear)

This is lyrics to a song I wrote about my life, enjoy...

(Hook)
I don't want to be here'I want to disappear,
I swear this shit makes me wanna punch a mirror,
No one understands me' I'm all by myself.
When I get mad Sos like I'm crying out for help, (x2)

(Verse 1)
You dont know the struggle like I know it,
Sick of hustling the block just to get money to blow it,
Everyday I'm taking risks' gotta worry bout the police,
P.O. on my ass dawg I get no peace,
And I aint even livin lavish' man I dont have an advantage,
Everytime I turn around man one of my friends vanish,
People turned they back on me just imagine,
being broke eatin at the soup Kitchen and all you got is a sandwhich,
With some wack ass soup' and a skateboard,
No girlfriend' cuz I dont really date whores,
Wearin old clothes' while skating the road,
Sick of having no money' so Im about to take yours,
Every job you get' you gettin fired or laid off,
And trying to stay straight don't ever really payoff,
So you sell drugs just to try to stay afloat,
Now you always paranoid cause yo ass sellin dope,
Dealin with these damn fens' in, they always want a free pack,
Ain't shit free' wheres my money? I need that.,
Fens gettin down' cause you gave them a front,
Now they owe you money, but they aint givin it up,
So they hide around the city' hopingn you don't see'em
But if you ever do' you go run up and beat'em,
In and out of shelter' you ain't got a home,
No one there to talk to' yeah you all alone,

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