A story left untold

Have you ever needed to tell something, but you have no idea how.
To get these words out of your soul, just so they won't be left unspoken.
To quell the sirens in your mind.
Some things aren't so easily done.
I try to tell the world, but I'm blocked off and caged in.
These walls erect around me and I'm trapped inside of my own prison.
I would trade half a lifetime to be able to tell my tale, if only I knew someone would want to listen.
The problem is that every time I try to tell someone they are very soon to leave, so I keep my words to myself and pretend.
It won't hurt me, I'll be okay, it won't happen again, I'm not the only one.
I tell myself these little lies to hide the pain.
I tell myself these little lies so I can make it through the day.
I tell myself these little lies and hope it goes away.
I tell myself these little lies and just wish that you will be the one to stay.