I'm not upset, I'm just defending myself against quite harsh criticism.
If you look at my previous threads you'll see there was a lot of community support for an audit. I still think there is from the smaller and newer Steemians who didn't get paid. The fact that a few others are vocally against the idea of the truth being sought doesn't surprise me.
Sadly the 'fingerpointing' is mostly stating facts that have already been established.

I'm surprised some people seem to be treating this as an issue of who has been here longer, who has 'done' more for Steemit. When I have a lot of support from Steemians who haven't been paid that's a non argument for me.

So I'll seek and audit, because it is important. And without it the betting scene will become more and more 'wild'.