Thank you @cabbagepatch for your beautiful comment. The return was't that bad, maybe because I new we have a wonderful nanny who has looked after my oldest two for the last two years and she will take care off this one like she was her own. She always says that if they are naughty we shouldn't blame them, rather blame her because she is their "Damara" mom. She is an old Damara lady from the north of Namibia. My kids love her to bits so it makes our drive to school each day easier knowing that they are in her capable hands. It will never be easy to leave them, and I will honestly, if I receive an offer equalling my current salary, but providing me the opportunity to work from home, take it.

May you have a wonderful day!