I'm honestly surprised you can find positive vibes anywhere. You are the face of the Ponzi scheme of the new millennium, and you probably made quite a sum of money off of referral bonuses, whether or not you were "in on" the scam.

If you couldn't tell Bitconnect was a scam when you heard "1% guaranteed daily interest" or when everyone said it was a scam and laid it out, then I guess you're not a bad person, just a dumb one. Except, you kept promoting it while smarter people said it was a trap, because it enriched you further. Willful denial or conspiracy, you were profiting from pushing people to take a big risk that you didn't fully understand with their money.

But if you were fully aware that BCC was a scam, and you were intentionally duping people into putting their money into a trap so you could cash out the referrals, then I think you know exactly what kind of vibes you deserve, and I hope you find them everywhere you go. You won't, of course -- money will make people kiss your ass no matter how you got it.

I think most people on Steemit, like me, are not new to crypto, and tend to like reading, so we do research before investing significant amounts in any coin. No one here would have gotten burned from your bad advice in quite the same way as a total neophyte browsing on YouTube. Yes, they were stupid to listen to you without researching on their own, it's primarily their fault not yours, etc. And yet, you were the snake oil salesman accepting their money, so are you really blameless?

Remember: the amount of hate you feel is directly proportional to the amount of harm you were involved in causing to people. Remember that. They hate you because of the harm BCC, through you, caused to their lives. They trusted you and got burned. Now they hate you. Remember that. You earned that hate.

You. Earned. It.

That was the deal you made with the devil. You get rich by promoting a scam, but the money is coming from innocent victims, and they'll hate you for it.

That doesn't have to define you for the rest of your life, but it will until something else you do overshadows it.