Love's evolution

It was all smiles with this silly giddy feeling. Butterflies were floating in the stomach leaving a burning sensation in the throat. The hair on the skin standing up straight with no amount of patting down doing the trick.Feet so wobbly and palms so sweaty and when you say ''hi '' it sounds like the croak of a frog. First impressions counts always remember that first impressions counts. So you clear your throat and with a mental voice training the ''hi '' comes off with some high pitch which makes it sound so pleasant to you but the croaking I'm sure was better. There's no more time to better our ''his ''. He looks at you and it doesn't help you either but your main plan was to conquer so let's just go ahead. You make quite an impressive conversation and there's a mental hi-five and a pat on the back.

Home now. Mama gets a hi and a kiss on her cheek. Woow someone went an extra mile today! Papa gets that huge goofy smile he's always wanted to see on his daughter's face and sissy, well you throw her some candies or you give her a dress she needed to wear yesterday. She can keep it anyway. And we all wonder where this is coming from and the answer is quite simple. The boy you've liked since the evolution of man finally saw you and to you, you had a 24 hour long conversation within a speculated time of two minutes. How love can be such a deceit. I'm not quite sure if it is though.

So friends of friends hear about your latest conquest and you feel like some wonder woman who just saved a heart from going elsewhere. The attention you get makes you feel like you're not the only desperate one. After all he also wanted me-consolation! Way too comfortable you become friends with his friends a sure step up for the game and you go right ahead to do the parent thing. After dining with the family and getting approval eventhough you're just friends makes you feel like the second in command of the British army. The night ends with a hug and a smile plastered on your now ever growing big lips because you've been smiling more than the average person. Everything looks so beautiful to you and suddenly just a leaf on the floor to you seems likes the most beautiful thing ever to behold. The poet in you arises and the words of love you have never used or seen as if by default starts spilling out of your brain onto this diary you were never going to use and of course written in the best calligraphy you could have ever mastered.

Everything seems so obvious today's the day when you're going to have a complete turnover in your life. The day where you leave the''battery full, remove your charger'' sisterhood to ''good morning love'' and all the perks of having one to call your own but as it is always said ''enjoy while it lasts'' I'll only be unfair if I blamed you for being so hopeful and ambitious should I say? Because all of these is a part of the normal human so hey it's normal but you become too harsh on yourself and not only does your lips reduce in shape but develops this ugly form that you can not describe and the world becomes cruel all of a sudden but still the poet in you never dies for we get a new diary spilled with the hatred you have for the opposite gender who seems to have no cares for the world because you were being used to get to your friend he likes.