Stay strong! I've been there too, even had the dishwash job though the restaurant on Damstraat was a workplace safety hazard and the manager was harassing me, after that I ran away to southern italy to get work in the winter harvests there but then my dutch friend disappeared with my passport and bank cards... then I spent 3 months walking, riding a stolen bicycle, ended up stopping in Ruse and then Sofia in Bulgaria to find shelter with the oncoming winter, where a dutch friend of mine, an expat married to a ukrainian concert pianist, helped me get off the street and into a job. It didn't work out after a few months and I burned all my earnings in the Bitfinex hack by overleveraging, and had to go back to Amsterdam to get some help from the DWI to save that up so I could relocate to somewhere in eastern europe and try to get set up. Then Steem pumped, and, well, everything is not exactly peachy now, I have serious health issues to contend with, but I am on the road to recovery.